• You’ll only discover your invisible wounds when something hits the exact spot, and it hurts. I hate how even the softest touch can hurt, no matter how kind, how tender. I hate how I can’t see where the fragile areas are. I hate how this is the only way to find out. But these are…


  • I was the happiest girl on earth. I didn’t have an ounce of doubt. None. Ignorance truly is bliss. I remember reading stories of infidelity and toxic relationships thinking, “that would never happen to me, because I’ve got a good man”. I was truly happy and I felt really secure, until the day it all…


  • Thought dumping

    – Resentment towards my ex is starting to surface. I resent how it was a cowardly breakup. I deserved a more respectful and dignified separation. – On the above, it’s not new that sometimes I have a delayed reaction to things, but this took longer than usual. – Have I been making myself busy to…


  • Relearning myself

    I did not realize how much I’ve changed. How much I don’t know the me that I am now that well, not yet. There are things that are new,  things that are different, which probably means that there are old parts of me that are gone, too. I need to re-learn myself. My wants, my…


  • Questions for Later

    “Why are you still awake?” “Thank you for messaging me.” (Thank you for responding) “Where did you study?” “What do you at work? Do you like your job?” “Are you looking for a serious relationship?” “Any past relationships?” “How’s your Raya going?” “Which school did you attend?” “Do you have a plan on when you…


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